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| I know all two of you have been DYING for me to write another entry so
you could know the intricate details of my ever-so-exciting
lifestyle. So, here goes: School has started back for me
and I'm doing this new cool thing some people like to call "working
out." It hasn't really done anything for me yet, but I guess I'm
still keeping at it. In high school, if I ran even half a mile I
would look anorexic or something the next day. Ahh...good
times...so anyway, I think the nerdiness of GT is finally starting to
get at me sometimes. Not that I feel like I'm getting nerdier
(even though i'm sure i am), but that the nerds are really starting to
erk me. At first, it was kind of funny to me. "Oh, haha, what a
dork, hehe" Not so much anymore. Whenever I am walking to class
or just outside somewhere, every person around me is talking about some
outlandish idea they have about the world or their anger toward the
ignorant. Math equations...theories of relativity....it's all I
hear. I just wanna turn around sometimes and say "SHUT THE F***
UP !" But I know the effort would be futile. They are set in
their nerdy ways...and they love it. Sorry...I'm sure that
probably sounded very shallow and mean, but I know some ppl know where
I'm comin from. So...I took a shower last night. It's a
rare enough occurrence to be noted. I saw Trisha today....smart
valedictorian chemistry major (i think?) trisha....says she thinks
she's gonna switch that shit on over to management. Yes....we've
reeled another one in. But seriously, management does NOT mean
you're stupid. Yea, some ppl switch to it b/c it's supposed to be
easier....but there are some ppl that just really want to do
management and are interested in it being their job in the
future. There are managerment majors out there that make a hell
of a lot more money that engineers. So...there. Alright, I'm done
w/ my ranting.
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| I-yi-yi.....I played golf with my brother today. I played like complete
smelly asshole. Usually, I shoot in the 40's at Cottonfields on
9.....not today. 59. And that was not even counting a re-do. I
haven't played that horrible since the first time I ever played. Oh
well, still beat Tipp. That is all that counts in my world. Been
getting into 80's rap for some reason lately. Totally out of nowhere
and i think i'm weirding myself out. New years was fun. I
actually got to stay the night off. It was cool. I saw a lot of ppl I
hadn't seen in forever.....ppl from high school, travel ball,
etc. It had a good time but I think I'm considering taking
alcohol out of my life. Thought through it, saw more cons than
pros, but still thinking. Let's see what else....Jesse left to go
skiing today. I leave to go skiing Tuesday. I'm going up to
Colorado where my brother lives. He lives in Boulder. Now,
I've only skied once, but I expect great things from myself this time
around. According to my brother, I was a skiing prodigy for my
first time out there. This time, I want to be able to
compete professionally. I think it's a reasonable goal.
I've been hanging out w/ Jesse's family a lot. I'm actually
starting to feel like a good girlfriend. Actually, it's because I
have an obsession w/ his dog, Lu. Man, she is awesome....I am at
a loss of words to describe how cool she is. Her only flaw is
that if she gets really excited she pees. But who doesn't, right?
Well, that's all i'm going to tell you for today.
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| So I got a little bored and started carousing MySpace for a while.....I
don't know what it is about it that pulls you in, but nonetheless it
did/does. I swear, if I see one more short black haired, spiky,
dark eye makeup wearing, giving the cool look into the camera of the
picture that they are taking by simply extending their arm out in front
of them and giving pouty lips w/ a "i'm depressed b/c i'm different and
emo-like" , i will kill someone. They think they are all so cool
and different w/ their black spikey hair, but they are ALL THE SAME. I
cannot tell one person from the next and there are millions of them.
Same hair do. Same expression. I am going to go to bed pissed
now. I let it bother me too much. Had to get it off my
chest. Oh yeah...Merry Christmas. And sorry if I have offended
you personally. Lata Yo.
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| Wasting away the break........that's basically what I've been doing
these past couple weeks. It has it's ups and downs....I feel like a
completel sloth, but it feels good to do nothing. Sitting. I like
sitting. I got my hair highlighted today. Big step for me.
Never done it before. Of course, I was scared. Not just of
what my hair would look like, but the possible ridicule of
"ugh...you're just not natural anymore...WHY DID YOU RUIN YOUR HAIR?!"
Well, I'll tell you why...b/c i was SICK of it. Sure my natural
hair color was ok, but 19 years of it was getting a little old.
Let's be honest. Better than me chopping it all off, dying it
black, etc....or putting in platinum dredlocks....yes, it's crossed my
mind a few times....just to change myself completely.....b/c don't we
all just want to be someone other than ourselves sometimes? After
saying that I feel like I should give a shoutout to Dave Matthews.
*Shout out* . So anyways....today wasn't very eventful besides
that. Actually this whole break has been dull, very dull. I
did get a new car though. It rocks. Acura RSX Type-S.
Good-looking. Fast. Awesome Sound-system. It's nice and I like it
a lot. It will probably be my Christmas/Birthday present
for....the rest of my life. My parents like to lump things
together. One time I got a set of golf clubs that were my
Christmas/Birthday/Graduation present. And mind you that none of
those events are in any way close together. Birthday = August.
Christmas and Grad = you should know. Good ole mom and dad.
Bad ole mom and dad though b/c I have another crazy parental story.
That's right. Not only do I have a curfew of midnight still, but Jesse
didn't walk me to the door the other night and it got pushed back even
earlier for this week. 10. I'm loving it. Let's see what
else....got all my Christmas shopping done....found out that KoKo (my
dog) chewed up one of MY christmas presents from santa claus that came
from fed ex. I hate that dog. Sometimes I think she has
absolutely no brain activity. Pedro on the other hand.....can't
say anything negative about him except for that he's fat.....but I
don't hold it against him. Mom feeds him leftovers from
restaurants like steak, fettuccini, etc, what else do you expect?
Oh yes, and as far as grades went: 2A's, 2B's, and a C. Mediocre
you're thinking....oh but you're wrong. Those grades meant my
life. I am finally off restriction b/c of those grades. And
I brought 2 D/F's up to a B and a C. Can I get a Hell Yea.
Eh....well that has been my life for the past couple of weeks. Hope all
2 of you enjoyed it.
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| When someone feeds off your sorrow
When they smile at your pain
Holding you by your skin as you leave
So that you never seem to go anywhere
And the only person you have is yourself
You wipe your own tears
Smoothly caress your face
Place your burdened mind in your own palm
To provide the understanding it longs for
You wish that it belonged to someone else
But you see the truth as you look in the mirror
That the loving hand is no one but yours
And you feel so alone inside
Because you are the only one that truly feels
--Me
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